Thursday, June 22, 2006

Click, chzzt, click, chzzt, click, chzzt.

You're not above labels, just as I am not above labels.

Somewhere in the very fabric of your existence, there is a spec of stereotype that magnifies and manifests itself in your personality and actions.

Just like there are 16581375 colors that can be formed on a computer using Hexidecimal, there is a finite number of personalities that can be created. Every snowflake has a clone. That is not to say that they fall during the same storm, but both of them exist.

Take one part luck and mix it with one part probability, then add in a pinch of fate and a smidgen of environment and lo and behold, there you are. Look in the mirror, for a perfect example. The only difference between you and that person in the mirror is that anything written on one side will be reflected backwards on the other side.

That's just it, one fundamental difference. That flaw, that small detail separates you from what twisted lack of reality you've come to reject.

You are not special, just as I am not special. If you die, then you are commited into the ground or burnt to a crisp, and then we are the same substance, or lack thereof. It doesn't matter what your favorite song is or who you dated in high school, the only thing that would br running through your now rotted mind is how unpleasant those maggots feel when they crawl around on the inside of your skull.

We are all based off of a template. You'll never be anything more than a man or a woman, there are two possible outcomes there, each with their own bizarre twist, but none so bizarre as to rewrite DNA. None of you can break apart and reconstruct matter, nor can you truly envision what is not matter. What a lack of existence is. It doesn't need to be nothing, rather it cannot be something with which you are familiar. This is a bit of a transition, as opposed to what you're used to. Going from that first dimension to the second is as simple as changing in any way, shape, or form. But to get to the third dimension, you cannot move in the direction that you began in, so your options are limited. Then to reach the fourth dimension you must move constantly and be in a constant state of change.

But to reach that fifth dimension of existence, you must reject all existence that you know. Leave the sandbox and throw it all away. You must leave that familiar area and take everything at face value, while still leaving the option of changing that value based on circumstance.

There's that wall. That wall that exists only within that dimension that you can see. A truly perfect defense is one that we are otherwise unaware of, like a functioning body part or an exceptional national defense system.

But that's it, that delta, that change.
f(x) = 3x^5/2 - 6x^4/2x-1 + x^(5/2)/sq(4x-x^2) + 5x^2 - 14x + 12
f'(x) = 15x^4/2 - [(36x^4 - 24x^3)/(2x^3 - 4x + 1)] + [5x^(5/2)*(4-x^2)-x^(7/2)]/(4-x^2)^3/2 + 10x -14
f''(x) = 30x^3 ........ + 10
f'''(x) = 90x^2 ........ + C
f''''(x) = 180x + C
f'''''(x) = 180
f''''''(x) = 0

Primalism in calculus.

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